Realization

Because I know there's not a million people reading this, I'm going to post something up here for my friends to read. It's not really everyones business, nor is is private. There's just no point in stirring internet drama. Recently, it's come to my attention that two of my best friends are "talking". You know, it's really a good thing. I downed on it hard at first, not becuase of who it was.. but really because of WHO it was.. if that makes sense? And you know, I'm nobody to shut it down, it's not my life, it's not fair for me to say you cannot be happy with each other. It's going to change things, but that's life. I realized this, and honestly, it doesn't bother me. If the two of you are happy together, then good. I'd rather see her with you than any other shitty guy in Richmond. Let's admit it, most guys our age are peices of shit. So things change, we move on and so goes life. There's a lot of things people don't know, and will never know about me. I have two friends in my life that nobody will ever come as close to me as them. My brother being one of them, and it's been that way forever, and will always be that way. Everyone is constantly being compared to him. Second friend being Pete, he's like a brother to me. Really, nobody has even come close to being as close as I am to Pete. Nor do I think there is someone else in this world as pure and honest as he is. Therefore nobody will be as close to my heart, ever. And that's just how it is. I don't let people in, they don't really see "me". So, Nick and Pete are my heart, my life, and my family. So here comes the hard part.. To everyone I acclaimed to be "best friends" with, that can't be. You guys are some of my best friends, but not my "best friend". People seem to grow attached to me very fast, and claim these things before I'm able to make an assesment on them. And I understand, a lot of this is because I'm a legit guy. And there's not a lot of people like me left. I will do anything for any one of my friends. And I mean anything. You guys are what keeps me here, keep me doing what I do.

And if that upsets you, then you know there's not much I can do for you. I'm an honest guy, and it's about time this surfaces. So, what's done is done, I've said what needed to be said about our situation. So let us move on from here, I already have.